Bucky had gotten home five minutes ago and instead of you greeting him at the door; it was Tony. You could not believe that Steve was actually going to find a mission to make you act like a couple with Bucky. You liked it better when he was not on some dangerous mission, you worried more than usual while he was away. He couldnt wait to hear his name roll off your angelic voice, while you couldnt wait to go lock yourself in a room by yourself and dance around saying his name and giggling widely. At noon you danced with Scott in the living room. Please dont, you could hear him inching closer to you, the atmosphere shifting around his presence and the air was thick with grief. Bucky caught sight of someone laying on the floor of the dark hallway and seemed taken aback when he realized it was you. | 18+ | This blog is used for post notifications and ease of access to my work | @moongoddessmox, Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfortWord Count: 2,104. bucky and reader are friends but there may be more? You continued to walk with Bucky as unhappy thoughts flowed through your mind about the mission beginning. What are these for? You missed him. You really do, that's why you get to call him your boyfriend. Alright, Buck, well find her. Steve knew you had always been troubled, it wasnt the first time you wanted to hurt yourself, it wasnt the first time you tried. Y/N wanted nothing to do with Bucky. Nat had caught on to your crush and always tried to find ways to push the two of you together. Nat You scolded her as you continued to turn pages. reader was a highly skilled neuropsychologist who worked for what used to be SHIELD. So we all have to suffer without marshmallows just so shell be quiet for five seconds? Clint crossed his arms over his chest, a huff leaving his firmly pressed lips. Or at least that was what he thought would be appropriate. Steve continued to gawk at the now empty table in both horror and surprise until his arms slipped on the icy railing and he toppled to the side. Dont blame yourself, youre not the one who caused the mess in the first place. Sam squeezed your shoulder. Little did anyone know, you were miserable. Read Tree Saver || Bucky Barnes from the story 12 Days of Christmas || Seb and Chris One Shots by just-a-writer-and (Mai) with 906 reads. He holds you as close . All that I can strangle you with one arm crap wont work on me, mister. New York city at night always seemed to calm you. I couldnt sleep. He stated, his voice was closer this time. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. It was the first Avenger Christmas Eve party ever since Loki was allowed back to earth after, His eyes widened slightly as he caught sight of the Midguardian girl standing in front of his prison for a second time. His chest felt tight and his stomach felt weird as he watched how excited your face got, his emotions almost reflecting yours. So being around people who were actually your age was like a breath of fresh air for you. In the immortal words of Brandon Lee in the Crow "It can't rain all the time.". Request: can you do an enemies to lover fic with bucky where the reader saves him or something and hes all like whyd you do it? But moving home wakens something that you thought you'd shoved into a deep, dark corner of your mind. Please R&R Thanks! Some of your old stuff, a new place to stay, money? He rose an eyebrow, waiting for you to respond to him. @sultananatalie@srh5605. Bucky snapped back into reality the second Steve went to speak for him, he pushed away the nervous and anxious part of him. You, Bucky and Natasha were lounging in the living room one afternoon. The cold metal of the ringing rested on your finger as a reminder of the next few days. But you didnt expect it to be so longing, desperate and knee-buckling. In all seriousness, You paused. You winced and your eyes widened when your back met the floor, stunned, and Bucky pulled back in worry. Sometimes those two together were trouble; leave them alone for five minutes and theyre off to God-knows-where, causing mischief. But nevertheless you stumbled out of the comfortable warmth that was your bed and headed for the door of your apartment. Perhaps that's why you ended up with Bucky Barnes, you didn't care about what he did in his tragically sad past and you certainly brought a sense of positivity to his life. Ive already been briefed, Y/N.. Please give a like, reply, or reblog for more It was an innocent and simple request, and he kept his eyes on the thick book in his hands as he took the tool from the window ledge and approached you. Makeup, jewelry, fabulous clothes, perfect nails, not even your hair was ever messy. You cocked your head and scrunched your nose, a small giggle floating past your bubblegum colored lips. Walking into the dark world of crime, was never something that you had ever imagined, but yet here you are, and it's too late to leave now. You knew by taking Steves hand youd turn your b, Note: the reader here is an Agent that frequently works with the Avengers. You rushed to the windows and quickly propped open three in a row, ushering the smoke outside. You dont know me at all.. He had been searching everywhere for you, all night and now into the morning. It seemed like a good idea yesterday.. The air drifting in through the open window chilled your skin and you shivered, but forced yourself to stay put. As you felt the gravity pull your body to the ground, churning your stomach and dropping it like you were on a rollercoaster, Bucky reached over the edge and grabbed your wrist. Your heart was thumping, the butterflies in your stomach were on acid as they tickled your stomach. How is everybody? You hesitated before asking. Bucky tapped away at his phone for a couple seconds more before looking up at her. The man was as stubborn as a cattle. You felt like he could crush your body under his boot in one stomp and he wasnt even looking at you, focusing instead on his target behind you. Along with slight attitude and a humor. You knew the rest of the team was going to tease you eternally about your relationship. You thought he wasnt going to, oh I dont know, stab you!, It seemed like a good idea at the time. You rolled your eyes and puffed out your bottom lip carelessly. Oh, and Pietros back-, Wait, what? You couldnt help the look of shock pass over your face, you leaned forward slightly, eager to hear more. You know that., "Want to hear what I really know? You rolled your eyes and lightly pushed him away. "Oh.." You mumbled, getting to what Logan was talking about, you grabbed the shirt, slipping it over your head. Though, Bucky is determined not to take advantage of her vulnerable state. She sounded good for Bucky, he needed someone like that in his life. When you heard your phone go off, you jumped and yelped in happiness. And still, even after all this time, you care. Without the marshmallows theyre basically Cheerios.. But when Bucky handed it to you, he bolted for the opposite side of the room, throwing the book on a chair nearby. Out of nowhere he would stammer out an excuse to leave the room when its just the two of you, he would make sure to never be in the kitchen when you two were alone, anxious about being in a place surrounded by knives and other sharp utensils, and he would always turn his human arm side towards you, making it so it would be hard to even get a glimpse of the metal limb. Pairing: Bucky x Reader Summary: (AU) Set in New York. Y/N was headstrong and there was the possibility of her not changing her mind. Your hand reached out to grab the little girls, her hand brushed against your fingertips but it was already too late. Sam! Okay, our target is-. You began to Bucky as you walked the halls of SHIELD with your heels clicking on the marble floors. You were not a shy person, you were not a nervous person. He fell for your quick wit, your sense of humor, and your adorable quirkiness. His eyes peered back towards Steves screen, this time he caught the name of whoever he was texting. Can't handle the truth?" He taunted. Her names Bella. He waited for a big reaction from you but all he got was a confused look. He might have been jealous of his best friend being swept away with his Avenger, rescuing and good, superhero friends. (PART THREE TO ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR). You could feel the cold air fill your lungs as the events of the past few days played before your eyes. Pull me under the flashing lights! Scott half sang and half shouted, bouncing on one leg to the other. What problems did they have, were they suicidal? My stories only getting started, Tony. Wake up! Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfort. "Did you find out about anything?" Not as pretty as you. You rolled your eyes and Tony wiggled his eyebrows. He sighed, resting his head against yours, then in the same hushed voice, he said, "I remember you.". Your eyebrows furrowed slightly and your eyes trained on the napkin in front of you. His presence made you calm, even on your worst days. Even after a long, hard, and more than tiring mission. You smiled slightly, knowingly. Lets move our bodies! You stuck your hands in the air as high as they could go and pointed your hands out like a ostrichs face while you did a low lunge with one of your legs. Art approached you with his lunchbox in his hands. That is what scared Bucky the most. Clint stood next to Steve, glaring at you as you dug through the box and only ate the marshmallows. You want some, you need some, youre grumpy-, Its only five, how long have you been up?!. I tried to remember most of what I said though. bucky barnes x reader he ignores you. He wanted to put everything in the past and heal, but she still hated him. Tell him, that even though were not alone together in the end, that were alone together with someone else, that thats okay. Tell me about her. You asked quietly, your coffee being set down in front of you. However, a part of him had came back. 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